Shadows Veil - Gam

I will never play this game
Whether I win or lose turns to pain
If only I could help myself out

I got this image stuck in my head
I keep on smiling knowing im dead
This is all I ever wanted

This is all I ever wanted

With all hope now gone
(Nothing is what it seems)
I crave for the end
(Nothing is what it seems)
With all hope now gone
(Nothing is what it seems)
No more need to pretend

I ignore the voice and keep it low
Although it screams within my soul
Sometimes I lose control

Take a deep breath and count to three
Is the whole world against me
This is what I have to be.............